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So I always think about this thing, and I always say I should keep up with it. I have this desire to write and talk about my life. I guess when there's so much going on I don't actually have the time to talk about it. And when there's nothing going on, well then... I feel like whats the point of typing up pointless shit.

but I want to be better. I need to document this time in my life. I've learned so much and I'm learning so much. I just moved into my own place. Like, my name is on the lease, I'm the primary tenant. Bills are in my name. I have my own space. I don't know how to process that. AND in a completely different country then my home country. I'm not sure if this will ever process properly.

On the same token, I miss home. I miss California. I miss everyone there. Vancouver isn't my forever home, and I've finally realized that. I think all this time I've been looking for something in life. and its not to say that I've found it. I think its a continuous work in progress. I've finally settled with this ever moving thing. Life is not static, its fluid and it moves and there's always chance for something new.

I have to remember that, there's always a chance for something new.

Hmm. More on that later.

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