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7.08.2010
MOMENT #28` ` . . .THIS NEED CREATED... THE VELVET ROPE ...` ` posted at 2:35 AM

People always talk about having a specific song, or a "soundtrack" to their lives. i actually have an album. and the more i think about it, the more relevance it has. as i grown and mature, the songs change and fit different situations... but no matter what, this album speaks my soul... speaks my heart... and speaks my mind. i swear, it gives me chills everytime i listen to it.

1) Interlude-Twisted Elegance
2) Velvet Rope: Allowing my guard down and allowing people to see who I really am and never forget that not only am I special, but everyone else is as well.
3) You: Well... you cant blame nobody but you. i cant blame anyone but myself. and only i can deal with it and move on.
4)Got Til Its Gone: Hm, it seems like every time i listen to this song, i think about the same person. its no different now.
5)Interlude-Speaker Phone
6) My Need: This reminds me of the last time we were together. I miss you.
7)Interlude-Fasten Your Seatbelts
8)Go Deep: Ashley, Crystal, Fernie and Me. That's all that needs to be said. June 4th-6th had to be one of the best weekends. and a well needed weekend.
9)Free Xone: This is my sexual preference. this is the song that made me feel okay to love who i love no matter the hate.
10)Interlude-Memory
11)Together Again: Momo.
12)Interlude-Online
13)Empty: her. the way we met, the emptiness. the "love", the tragedy.
14)Interlude-Full
15)What About: Theres so many lines of this song that i can relate to so many different people. i'll just leave it at that.
16)Every Time: she used to make me feel like this... a part of me still feels like this. but a stronger part, just.. doesnt anymore.
17)Tonight's The Night: May 2009.
18)I Get Lonely: I dont want to lose your love... this song has special meaning to me for certain people. it makes my heart ache.
19)Anything: "I will do anything... for you."
20)Rope Burn: Self explanatory
21)Interlude-Sad: "There's nothing more depressing then having everything, and still feeling sad... we must learn how to water our spiritual garden."
22)Special: "I have the need to feel real special too."
Hidden Track- Can't Be Stopped: Can't stop, won't stop. i have to keep on fighting and stay strong.

work in progress.