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i feel like shit. that just about sums up everything. its coming close to the end of the semester, and i dont even want to go to class half of the time. i just want it to be over and done with already. i dont know why, because i have to take a summer course, which is going to be the same thing. monday through thursday, 8:45am to like 11 i think. i dont remember. i can take two summer courses, but that would take away from work during the summer, so im stuck only doing my math since the hours work better with my schedule. i might try to do the english online, we'll see how that goes.

i just feel worn out for some reason. i guess i feel it even more because of working again. heh, work. i've only been there for three weeks and theres already drama. they screwed up my first check. no one communicates there. and people are getting fired for bullshit. sooo... although it works for now, even my mom was like i need to go hunting for a new job already.

i think i dont like talking about my love life much anymore.... and well considering the fact that it sounds like a soap opera twenty-four/seven i guess i'll just leave the drama be. all i can say is that its panning out to be quite interesting to say the least. i never thought i would find myself in such a situation, and theres so much... i dont even know how to put it into words. i dont even know whats going to happen. either way someone is going to be hurt. either way... im going to be hurt in some form or another. either way, im going to be the one hurting someone. that doesnt settle all too well for me. so i try my best not to think directly about it, even though i'll have to make a direction decision in the near future. most of the time, i just want to walk away. maybe that will be the direction that God will give me the strength to walk in. or maybe, im at this crossroads for a reason. because instead of walking away, i have to walk forward and towards one or the other...