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this healing thing. its like, it seemed so easy. and sometimes i find myself asking what exactly am i healing from.

that sounds horrible.

its almost like everything has set in... 4 months later, and everything has set in. The topic of Phoenix and Jimmy has popped up so often, its almost like making me face reality about the situation that im in.

I DONT KNOW!... enough about relationships, and that "space". lets talk about me :]

in other matters of the heart, im actually feeling well. everything is looking up. theres been some mishaps, and speeding tickets :x BUT! im doing good. im not allowing the small things to get me down. im in school and working towards my degree, or at this point my possible two or THREE degrees (i know right? craaazzzzyyyy!). im just really excited about that aspect and im ready to put in the hard work that is needed to make my future happen. im just really excited about the things to come.

for awhile i was job scouting and everything, but i wasnt letting it stress me out too much. theres so much that i cant control, and that was a hard lesson to learn. so i had my applications in at different places, and i just let it be. i planted my seeds as God had instructed and i was just waiting for the fruit to grow from them. i was doing my part, and in the end i had to wait for God to fulfill his part and pick what was right for me. Lo and behold, i finally got a call from Kellene's manager at Juice It Up and i had an interview! Kellene's persistence REALLY helped tho. So i went in, and according to Kellene, i really WOWed her manager and they fell in love with me :] she even said that her manager came in talking about me and how much she just ADORED me. SCORE ONE FOR CACEY! WOOO... anyways, now that im on spring break, the manager, Kim, is really trying to get me in for training and EVERYTHING because she wants me working asap, so im sooo excited. i'll be back into the working world and its something manageable thats willing to work with my school schedule and NOT cut me on hours at the same time!

Anyways, school is driving me nuts of course, im already THROUGH with this sememster (i know, i was talking about being excited, but now im like MORE CLASSES!). My art teacher SERIOUSLY wants to kill us ALL. her midterm was twenty essay questions all the way through. i think i did well.. at least a C... but i'd be surprised if i got like a B or something, but we'll see :] my other two midterms and Sociology and Anthropology.. i think i did well so im not TOO worried about those. We didnt have a midterm in Interpersonal Communications because we had a test almost two weeks prior, which i got an A on :] so classes seem to be going REALLY well right now. Im missing SOME points in my art class.. like TWO class assignments i didnt turn in. but other than that, im pretty much working on at least a B average at the moment.

so anyways, this weekend has been CRAZY! but today.. yesterday? Sunday, lol, was the best ending. I went to the California Science Center to see the America I Am exhibit, which was pretty amazing to say the least. I learned alot, and alot was review from a few previous courses i've taken. i felt pretty damned smart :D and then afterwards we headed in to LA to visit with some crazy ass fam :] We ended up down by UCLA and the whole district down there and got Diddy Riese... THEE BEST EVER! the cookies, the ice cream.. and atmosphere. WOW. Im lowkey thinking about going to UCLA now when i transfer (USC people, dont kill me! i'd go there, but yea... too expensive, LOL). but at this point, i think Cal State san bernardino is still number one on the list. it used to be Cal State LB, but at this point.. the chances of me getting in are slim to NONE. i dont know.. i guess we'll see when the time comes for me to move into university territory. I'll probably apply to all thee above and see what happens :]

OHHH WELLLL... i guess im done for now. Although im on spring break, i dont wanna sleep my life away tomorrow and i'd like to get up at a decent time. Til next time kiddos!