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theres been a million and one emotions these past months. i didnt mean to fall behind almost TWO months, but you know, shit happens. i finally made the move to Phoenix, and its been really good so far. we dont have everything that we want, but we're getting there. ours moms have been so helpful its amazing while we start off on this new journey.

sometimes i second guess my decision, but i think that just cold feet coming in a little bit TOO late. thats my indecisiveness going back and forth between options. i do the same thing on rather i want a beef burrito or a chicken burrito. afterwards, whatever i choose, i always think about the other choice i had.

by choosing what i did, i left alot behind. but it would of went the same way, either way. i'd be leaving something behind. i'd either continue on the path i was going, or i had the chance to switch it up and take what i've wanted for so long. then again sometimes what you want changes into something you dont recognize anymore.

anyways, i dont want to get TOO deep this morning, as i havent had any sleep in the past 48 hours really. i am though very proud of the apartment. i have some more furnishings to go, but i will eventually get there. and i have my chyna :D and she seems to be sooo happy, yet i think at times she does look for my mom every once in awhile. though i have to be honest, sometimes when i come in from work, i expect to see my mom on the couch too, watching tv. i miss her alot, i really do. but i know once everything gets situated, there will be constant trips :] my family cant stay apart long, and well... im only 6 hours away.

so this was just a quick sweet hello, and hopefully it wont be too long until i release everything else. for now, its time to release snores on my pillow.