3.07.2009
MOMENT #8` ` . . . .LEAVE ME ALONE, STOP ASKING FOR MORE` ` posted at 10:45 PM
Hmm, so no Disney for us yesterday. I was kinda sad about that. I was soo excitied to be going to disneyland, but i wasnt the only one haha. yeah, so i guess the tickets that jackie(the far left) won from her job were never put on hold at will call. so when she called to check if they were there, they obviously were not :/ soooo no disney for us. me and val(middle) were soo set too, we had all our plans laid out, the rides we were gonna get on and EVERYTHING. But we figure since disney has the whole thing going on and you get in free for your birthday, we're gonna go on hers, April 15 and then go on mine September 30 :] and well duh, i do have disney coming up on the 18th. damn, imma be disney-ed out this year, haha.
So anyways, instead of mingling with mickey, i spent the day washing the dog, washing my clothes and making dinner for my mommy :] i must say dinner came out pretty good. Val ended up coming by and she had dinner with us too. Baked chicken thighs, asparagus, rice and sweet corn was on the menu last night and with the left over chicken, me and my mom were able to make burritos tonight, haha. its interesting, i actually like being in the kitchen, but if i dont have the options i want, im not very happy. im not the type to just pull things out my ass and make it. i have to have a set plan, knowledge of things and to make sure if i have a main dish, i have matching side plates, lol. yes very picky, but whatever. whenever i do get into the kitchen it all turns out very well :]
i just had an interesting conversation, and it was about relationships, life blah blah. And pretty much i was like you just have to work hard at everything that you want. You want a degree, you're gonna work at it. Same with a relationship either it be just friends or otherwise. contrary to popular belief, a relationship doesnt not and will not come easy to you, nor will it just fall into your lap. its something you have to work at and believe in just like anything else in life. if you want it bad enough, you'll make time and work for it. After my little two cents, i was declared wise. i've never thought of myself in such a way but it really was a big compliment to me cause if anything, one day i wanted to be considered as someone wise. I just speak from the heart and what i really feel is, well at least on a personal level, right to me :]
anyways, this thing is bouncing all over the place, but bare with it, ha. so with this whole economy thing, i've been out of a job since last june and its driving me nuts! i have no idea what to do. it seems like i've applied EVERYWHERE to no avail. im hoping come summer something opens up. I have these ROP Graphic Design and Web Design course of completion certificates, but i have nooo idea what to do with them. I dont know my job options, if any. so i guess i'll take them up to Cerritos' career center monday and see what they say. i just need to figure out something, or this summer is going to be extremely LAME and DEPRESSING because miss cacey chavonne will be completely broke, mmph!
well, i think thats enough rambling for tonight. til next time loves <3
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i just had an interesting conversation, and it was about relationships, life blah blah. And pretty much i was like you just have to work hard at everything that you want. You want a degree, you're gonna work at it. Same with a relationship either it be just friends or otherwise. contrary to popular belief, a relationship doesnt not and will not come easy to you, nor will it just fall into your lap. its something you have to work at and believe in just like anything else in life. if you want it bad enough, you'll make time and work for it. After my little two cents, i was declared wise. i've never thought of myself in such a way but it really was a big compliment to me cause if anything, one day i wanted to be considered as someone wise. I just speak from the heart and what i really feel is, well at least on a personal level, right to me :]