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You're not suppose to repeat your past, but i did stupidly. and now im learning.. learning this lesson all over again that obviously didnt stick the first time. but i'll be okay. this time my heart didnt strangely ache. i didnt cry, i didnt disappear. i had my emotional release of tears and then i continued on. im pretty proud of myself. i know im not fronting, and i know im not hiding. im sad, but im sad for what everything used to be. deep down, i wish it didnt have to turn out this way. but thats just how libras are. we want peace, even if its peace to not be with each other or speak. this isnt quite peace, but it needed to be done, and i'll be okay. i'll be okay :]

now im living the single life, and i feel like janet during the all for you era, hahah. in this "new space" and i can fully it enjoy it finally. i still have this odd feeling of betrayal that i need to lose. but with time, it'll fade. actually i already feel it and with janet as my theme music, all will be good. i dont think the single life is really for me, but its just a step i have to go through to get what i ultimately want. so my focus is school, getting through the rest of these semesters, and as always on that path of love. because theres someone out there that will be my match. more then i ever thought, and the best is yet to come.