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Not feeling all that great. Life is such a rollercoaster. Lets go back
to june 5th, lets do it all over. Better yet, lets go back to october
1st and lets do it right. Pain comes and goes for a reason. But what do
u do enbetween time when life feels numb and there's no emotional
balance. Its just neutral. I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad. I'm just...
here. And I don't like the feeling. Maybe one day I can get this right,
and there will be no looking back on good times, because the good times
will still be happening.

Most of the time I'm just tired of crying, but I can't stop it. Just
when I think I'm all cried out it starts again and this ache, this ache
in my heart. It doesn't go away...